Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
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3:47 pm - wOrD!
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well so today i was sick as fuck . . yup i got dismissed cuz i kept passing out in my classes n i personally hate my classes n im failing them anyhow . Now lets see in school terms IM FAILING yup i dont know how im going to become a senior. SHIT but how!?? its pretty stupid! shit well i hope i become a senior however. Me and my gf are just fine but i dont really know what happens sometimes eh . lol we mess around alot ... sleeepyyyy :) well ttyl
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Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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11:53 pm - today - . - FUCK u ALL REALLY lol
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ok lets see TODAY WAS GAY !!! GAYEST THING EVER !! Fuckn QUEER! AS IN FUCKN BADDDD lol ok lets start i woke up at 5:00 am which wasnt that bad i was ok with that part cuz my gf called me n that makes me happy . even though theres a dark part i fuckn slept at 3:30 bcuz i had a huge stomachache.
now thats one so i went to school i got to see her for bout a min lol n told her were her class was . then after i went to chorus like always i was more than welcomed there it felt awesome like family :) ,2nd period- IT WAS GAY apparently some preppy fags r in my class well to tell u the truth i wouldnt hate em if they werent fuckn loud and annoying im ok with some preps but not with the arrogant and ignorant faggets who should burn and die and die after dying.. . , 3rd-chemistry - it was ok i have a feeling im not gonna pass . . . 4th- history streff is a great teacher n i can get along with him i think ill pass that. . 5th-spanish a whole shit they want to put me in spanish honors 5 WTF! i dont wanna im fuckn lazy n i have too much shit goin on in my mind!! 6th-english abranson also my HR teacher all i can say is im scared and those prepp fags r in that class wtf! . . .. !!
well theres that thats how gay it was today lots of ppl i disliked n liked n shit lunch was a blast saw em and mike and cj and steph it was fun :) even though i tried sneaking to the voke n sadly couldnt krugger was on the way lol
well now im stuck with this shit . . so i came out of school saw jackie i was wicked happy but i had a horrible headache n i had a feeling she was ignoring me cuz u know im like that n i got pissed off for a whole while a fuck i hate that feeling ... idk also terrence was being silly but igot mad as well . . i wasnt in the n im a very jealous person 2 so really FucK u! now after we walked towards the top of a cliff to see kenny but thing is my friend jackson calls n says bla bla cla bout the comp n blah n i wasnt in the mood so i got mad . .afterwards we walked to medford sq . . were we ate some ice cream n hanged out. then i was exausted but i felt sad cuz i think jackie got a headache after . . blah
well after went home woke up n for some reason i got amazingly sad n i dunno y im just scared or something yess idk i think im retarded but i feel unloved kinda sorta .. well again im JEALOUS lol as in BIG TIME n i got so pissed off turned on metal n started working out for hourss!!! then she called me n idk i felt better lol hapy ^ ^
ahhhh fuckn wierd day bunch of shit really !! WTF i need more sleep really i think thats it. . .
i want oreos badly lol well ttyl has been a pleasure by
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Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
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11:16 pm - good day today
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So today i went to yianis house brought my amp and my guitar and after at 2:00 we picked up joe cox . After waiting a while we were taken to harvard sq where yiani bought 3 cds of hammerfall (his fav band)a bracelet and a bag after about a half an hour we found nick and jesse and then we were all there cheking stuff cds and others. we also went to some other stores and then we got kind of bored and went to davis sq were we went to a bunch of stores because i had to buy a shirt for my brother and so afterwards we were really thirsty so joe cox bought a really big sunny-d fruit punch juice and glasses god it felt good!! it was fucking uncomfy outside, we went to a guitar store seconds after where most of us played the guitar it was nice i saw a double neck guitar !! ^ ^. well so after we followed nick to medford (even thought we knew the way back) and yes the way he took us was so off lol we passed through freaking railroads and afterwards we went on a humongous cliff and then we also had to climbed the sharpest fucking fence god it was a fucking pain(i hurt my pinky!!!) (joe cox stabbed his legs he was bleeding alot!) shit i was kinda worried . well then after we walked all the way to tuffs where thereafter jesse left to his house so me nick n joe walked back to my house we took a rest and then went to yianis where we all tried to jam but we really cant match tht well cause nick and joe play ac/dc/iron maiden and i play from first to last/rufio stuff so after nick got bored n left, and me and joe went to our houses n it was a bitch carrying equipment lol but all and all a nice day ^ ^ .
yes yes she made me emo . . . ahh now thats me 0,0 fawk well im still fighting to get her back someday. against all i know . . and with all i got . . but heh who cares about my private business im still single ^ ^ lol
Well now now the word of the day is : Queefing
(lmao)
hope you had a nice day too :)
current mood:  happy
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Sunday, June 26th, 2005
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6:37 am - THIS IS FOR EVERY MUSICIAN IN THE HOUSE READ
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well this is actually meant for all types of musicians with all types of tastes. from the beatles to children of bodom to craddle to my chemical romance or rufio or maybe some megadeth or mars volta.
First i dont know why im writting this but im sure it might help.
-just wanted to say never stop practicing no matter what
and learn as much as you can! you can make it happen!
-enough is never enough!
-love your instrument or vocals and learn 'n practice more!!!
-dont stop even if a tablature gets boring. learn it! if your are an idiot and stop you wont get anywhere! so remember to do your best and dont give up at all no matter what!
-If your doing this for a reason a girl/boy, a dream or music itself keep that as your inspiration and dont give up even if chances are slim you can always do it!.
-influences are really important but you can also make your own even thought its really great to have em and you probably should.
-music is another form of expression you just have to know how to use it.
-Not only rich boys can get in the market just believe in yourself theres always a way (not prostitution lol)
-if you take being a muscisian as JUST A HOBBY chances are i wont respect you . . . TAKE IT as it is. A way to communicate with ppl . dont be playing ac/dc crap and calling yourself the best cuz you are not.
-Remember practice makes master and it takes a REALLY big ammount of time to play like slash>or whoever you think is best COB (anyone?) so the more hours you play the better you get >EVEN if you dont feel the difference THERE IS ONE so DONT STOP.
-Music is orgasmic!
- In the lyric section remember people who listen to music (this probably includes you) like to relate to the meaning of the song as well as the quality of the song.
-If you are into vocals remember to change keys often practice every day 30 mins to some vocal exercise or more and try vibratos and others this will make your voice range bigger and youll be able to get higher or lower.
-For screamer/growlers be careful and make sure your doing it the right way from your stomach without damaging your throat or youll get a vocal node (which is basicly a callous on your vocal cord) basically also called the singers curse which is basicly REALLY expensive to cure round $3000 or more im guessing just remember your vocal chords are no more than thin layers of skin.
-make sure you listen to almost everytype of musical stuff because its really great to learn all kind of stuff and then mix it into something you want.
well that is all hope it helped and take care bye
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Friday, June 17th, 2005
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11:23 pm
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IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT ALL OF THAT THAT YOU FOUGHT FOR WAS POINTLESS AND ALL OF THOSE DREAMS WERE JUST DREAMS .
NO I WONT GIVE: UP IN MY CARRIER AS A MUSICIAN SINCE IM DOING GOOD IN BOTH SINGING AND PLAYING GUITAR BUT IN SOME OTHER ISSUES AS PPL AND FEMALES I WILL BECAUSE SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THE HYPOCRACY AND ARROGANCE IM SORRY DEAR BUT . . .
IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED
A DREAM HAD BEEN AND WAS BUT MIGHT NOT RETURN WHO KNOWS AS I DONT KNOW MYSELF BUT IM SCARED > > > > IM SCARED > > > . . . noone is what they look like it is all, a lie a lie ,a lie . . . you have opened my eyes beyond where i thought i could possibly open em yes you! IM SCARED
REALLY IM NOT OK F*CKING SERIOUSLY 0.0!!! <3 joe
current mood:  nervous
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Saturday, June 11th, 2005
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11:53 pm - AWESOME DAY ^ ^
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so hey what up ppl today i went off with my friend mike well actually cuz sean invited me me n sean went to tower records were i met motion city soundtrack ^ ^ no one had the guts to talk to the singer (justin) so i had to jump n say hi lol
it was awesome me sean n the singer were talking for hours and i also made great friends with the bassist matt hes AWESOME !!! he has the same theory as me bout the 'emo' label everything is emo since a song comes out of ur heart and will always do
so theres absolutely no such label hes an amazing guy n so is justin really awesome day ^.-
current mood: happy
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Sunday, May 15th, 2005
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11:29 pm - well boredom ate my living cakes of marshmallowsss
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well so i got nothing to do the MCAS tests gonna b in bout 2 days to b exact. what a pain, well so far nothing that new has happened so i bought an electric guitar its a pretty awesome one even though its kind of a cheap brand its pretty amusing. and well everytime something good happens something bad also does. . so i guess my niece kinda took over my accoustic n bashed it against the ground to the point that the nut on my guitar broke so i tried getting a new one but they were chargin me 20 bucks to put that nut in the guitar so i was like nah ill do it myself n so the strings exploded now i need 30 bucks to fix it lol.
well Mike, Jason n Me r being awesome still need a more steady place to jamm but awesome anyhow.
here are some pics and also im so getting the pink belt that the guy from From first to last has : )
( my guitars and a very special band )
current mood:  thoughtful
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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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10:42 pm - REAADDD this lol ~happyness~
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so today was quite an interesting day so heh i just figure out i have to study more cuz apparently im failing geometry , biology , and world history paiiinn pfft i hate geometry and tomorrows the mcas writting thing piece of cake . . ill nail it no prob. so i got involved in a play? i have to do thom wooot ! well thats good cuz i also need some on stage xperiences at least more than i have had. So today i went to my friens yianis house we played the drums it was alot of fun hes really good at it he immitated weezer and underoath so i decided hes in ^ ^ lol hes alot of fun and much more available thn my other drummer but i guess both would b good when theyr available. but yeah its all good at least this one doesnt do drugs phew . .lol ooh and i got a new poetry book its really sweet thnx to mr heinegg ^ ^ well yeah thts it . (really i just hope i dont end up like sublime at the end he use to b like me till he got famous i have to proove myself ^ ^) well i had a great day ^ ^ by by
current mood:  hyper
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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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10:37 pm - hello
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so got a 40 bucks mic even tho its not enough its ok hmmm im feeling like shit . yeah tomorrow might b busy n hang out with steph c, john n hehe i forgot who else lol after skool pfft i dont even no im horrible tired o.o. but its cool
current mood:  mischievous
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Friday, March 25th, 2005
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7:13 pm - yup
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yup this is my second update today the most important was the first well since ima loser ima post something i like i guess is self expressing cuz its true
You're depressed. Really you are. And you
definitely have a reason. You often space out
and stare at things blankly, even if you're
normally hyper and energetic. This is because
nothing really seems important anymore. You
might just be sad right now, or you might be
manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa
and stuff'll be ok.
How Depressed are You?
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current mood:  depressed
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Thursday, March 24th, 2005
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12:35 am - soooo
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so todays my B-day since its 12:00 so i guess yesterday sucked n so did today 12 and my mom hasnt talked to me bcause i got so pissed well first she said that i wasnt worth anything at all bcuz i dont study but in fact im better thn alot of ppl then she said i disrespected her bcause i told her i didnt care bout nething? so i guess i tried runnin out n i really wanted to get away im sick of my own parents talkin thrash bout me to each other its really an annoyance. so after my dad took his car n searched for me i guess i was a good kid n came back home after they said im not worth anything the day right b4 my bday (yes as suspected i havent received shit) but my brother did gimme a label thing for my comp which i liked oh well somehow i just hope i have a better future also yeah i got stephanie creeess cell lol i was suppose to call? well i think thts the only thing tht happened in skool today n also i showed alison my glasses lol.
hmmm yeahhhhh then after lives pretty much the same no biggie bout my birthday. i think ima have practice with anthony today. i really need to go now i was sad this whole day bcause of personal reasons n others it sux n i dont think this bdays gonna b as much fun as a bday should b.
well i still . . . i still . . =.= im too sleepy nevermind fuck u all and good night. lol (FANCY lol)
current mood: sad
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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6:13 pm
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so yeah bored as fuck one more day . . .i feel pain pain pain pain !!! n im sadd awefully sad n dissapointed as well i dunno y but i guess thats how im feeling so ill b going now :(
current mood: sad
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Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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10:53 pm - wwwooot about today
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well so today i had alot of fun me,buri,garret,glynn,zoe and much more ppl like 12 lol we all sort of met up at the forrest hill train station. after waiting for a few mins for ppl to come . we sorta got tired and well we left now after all this. we went to a park, we had to climb bout 5 hills !! well it did take a while but it was fun. when we got to the park we were kinda FREEZING to death lol part of the group were playin on the snow and on the playground n the other part in which i myself was were sitting n chillin on the benches lol.
i can remember mike took a random doll n killed it against the table that was so hilarious !! lol half of his head was still there tho lol the rest was destroyed lolol well after all this we all decided we had to go because it was quite cold and we were all with our toes frozen lol. so we decided to go down the mountain weee!! we slided our way down at least me n buri n sticky did lol wait i think john n wilson also joined the fun lol.
well after this we went to the dunkin donuts were i complained cuz there were no tables lol n so i was tired ( like usual) but in fact having more fun thn being in my house typing a journal lol. oh n we also stopped to go to a store. well after a while we went back to the station were we waited for jose,kate and curtis (FCK YES HE JOINED I WASNT XPECTIN THIS) well yeah i kinda dont like him too much lets say hes too coky and ppl with overconfidence piss me off badly.
well after waitin for him we all headed back to the train were we were warm :) n me n chris were listening to diff bands i made him listen to slipknot lol (my cdplayer=my life.) and we were enjoyin the trip ( i was kind of sad cuz garret looked sad :(. )
well after all this we went to copley n bought some orgasmic chicken!!! we all sort of digged in. it was pretty joyful BURI U KICK ASS!!(u taught me the arts of the orgasmic chicken? lol..)
well afterwards we were pretty much just hanging out n we went to newberry comics were we sorta realized half the team was lost ^ ^;; so we just kinda tried to find the people around but it wasnt tht ez mike bought new boots lol. well after all this enchilada we went back to the mall since we had to go to the train station again me n glynns had to go home o.o so we all went in the train n talked for a bit afterwards well in my part of the story left the train on malden took the bus and then went home get yelled at n typed this lolol.
it was a great day today THNX BURI N u GuYs yall ROCK!!!
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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8:47 pm
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ok today i didnt do much met a guy named david seems pretty awesome 2 me ;) hes cool hes 19 n yeah lol i met him on the bus 134 on the way back home and like everyday now i stayed on the weight room doing nothing and yes i felt bored after a while but i had my cd player with me ;) had a sad moment me n nataly randomly like started talkin n cryin lol were miserable ppl lol.
well so not much but the skools schedules kinda fuckd up thnx to the mcas and im sick of it ^ ^;; well not much to say but that theres a bright light and a sphere full of darkness waiting for me . . . yeah i dunno lol
well i better get to work got shtloads of hw.
(i got a ''B'' on a shitty project yay! lol)
all an all dprssing days full of flashbacks n others. tomorrows friday (o.o)
current mood: sad
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3:19 am
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so i guess im new in this crap haha well learnt a lil html to
make this crap which yes was kinda hard to memorize after a
while oh well had fun doing a project and well im bored as
hell n i figured out sumthing!!! i might b actually able
to pass geometry woot! lol well i didnt do much today i
decided to stay in fitness everyday after skool
cuz well im bored lol n i want tht 6pack already grr oh well
ill still visit ppl at the voc since theyr friends and
theyr pleasant to see around :) well ttyl
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